Drama queen

Thanks for not inviting me every time...
Thanks for making me struggle now and then!
Thanks for not being there when i needed you the most
Thanks cos you're happy while I'm sad!
You may say I'm a drama queen...
I say no my queen!
I 'm only a normal person that can do nothing right in life!
I may say, if you'd let me...
that I'm even less than normal...
You may see I'm enjoying my life...but not every smile is a happiness and not every tear is a sadness!
Life, my brother, and sister, may just have began struggling me....
But i know that i can't take it
Cause, when the person meant to stand next to me is far, far away my friend.
Behind his daily life
Behind the selfish happiness that won't last! Behind every happy moment!
Why my friend you may ask?! I can't tell....
And why am i writing this text?!?! I may not have the answer my friend...
But what i know is that i can't take it anymore.... Having a none friendly friend...
People wearing demons face...
Or just being...people!