I envy them...!

Why? Be cos they're well taken care of!
They have the perfect parents love.
Cos they can see the light when it's so dark with parents!
I envy them, cos they have a brother or a sister that haven't gave up for them
Cos they're still together
Cos they still know what love is!
You can laugh now on me.
I'm an idiot wherever i go!
Stoped talking long time ago, cos i know nothing important i have to say...
Is it an illusion?
Not it isn't... I'm fully awake.
I know that cos my father isn't like any other father... Pushes himself with his kids to know what they like or what not...
I know cos my father doesn't take me fishing or teaches it to me...
I know becos he followed the politics ruining everything!
I know cos my mother took both roles and got out the house working everyday, fron the morning till the night.
I know cos my sister left for narriage and almost forgot about us.
I know cos the closest people to me ran away, and the farest of them all got to be my friends or what last of friends sticking around...
I knkw they love me... But i know they left!

Be nice to people !I knew lately... That no one will stick by you... Not even your family...