Colours disapearing!

Is it getting colourless or it's just me seeing it that way?
It's getting darker and darker when i think about it...
Can i ask for forgiveness?
How come this far i got?
Suddenly i'm on the roads, leaving everything to the imagination to observe, and think instead of me!
And i saw that light coming my side, then it became two...
I thought it was the end of everything!
Where was i ?
I saw all my memories flashing in front of me....
While the tires were screaming On the road
Then, all paused!
Nothing moved
Something pulled me back...
Everything came back natural.... But no one behind me!
Is it normal?
Was i dreaming?
Or reality?!?
Is it my brain... Like mental disorder?!?
Nothing to think about...
Just questions with unanswered  marks to think of.
What happened there?
It wasn't easy at all.
All i knew was i was shaking on that place i stood still like a statue.