A shame

I'll never be a proud
Nor to people nor to myself
Can i pardon myself for what i've done?
But i am asking for forgiveness
I made an inocent person cry!
It is too hard?
To difficult?
How could i?
Why everything is getting more diabolic
Or why is it getting black?
Is it a dark head and a pure heart
or is it both of them are dark?
Where am i going?
Am i gonna reach happiness?
Or that sun that i always talk about: will it shine again?
It's a shame for us! For humanity!

Am i supposed to see the salvation?

Be nice to people as long as you can! Someday you'll be like them!