Friday, 27 September 2013
It's Official!!!
blackberry explains it all!
I only have 3 people on BBM now. 2 are [your sister, work and personal ] and the other is your dad. I used to have 30 BBM contacts.
Tuesday, 24 September 2013
forbidden cancer cure!! why not applied yet?
Monday, 23 September 2013
iphone 5s
pure F.B.I. thing!
and people like stupid jerks, run as fast as they can , just like chicken to get their asses on it to take some selfies and other stupid stuff...
people wake the fuck up!
it's pure demonic this small thing...
and what else? the price... ok anybody would pay that bunch of money to get something as good as the iphone... at least i would... but i'm android people...so the note 3 would be much better than that 1gb of ram!
hilarious! and epic!
wake up!
blackberry and android
Struggling smartphone maker BlackBerry, which is already going through a tough phase due to poor sales and bad market performance, faced a major setback after it failed to roll out the BBM app for Android and iOS as per the schedule.
It sounds so unprofessional that a company of such a repute not only failed to meet its planned schedule but also stopped the process midway. While the BBM app was slated to appear first on Android then on iOS, the availability of the app on iOS before Android reflected the unprofessional approach of BlackBerry.
Those who have downloaded the BBM for iPhone from the Apple App Store, will be able to continue to use BBM.
why not android too???!!!
Saturday, 21 September 2013
the one
that gives us the hope
after we got down to the ground
that one person that got something less than us
but does something more and more
so throw your hands in the air and chill out
saying: that you must let go
confront your fears
nothing no fear....
still loving people
still loving life
still adoring laugh
and of course live to the limits.
Thursday, 19 September 2013
Obama and syria...what now?
Is he gonna shoot?
Or gonna sing : obaaaammaaaaa-i am oooo ba maaaaaa?
Is he gonna risk a third worldwar?!
Or is gonna be like a chicken and shut up?
Where to go now? And what to do?
Are people supposed to wait forever for the U.S. President to shoot?
And is he gonna kill people killing other people by the same way?
Or is he gonna stop the war by killing even more?
Just to put some scary between the people? By that no country will take orders with respect and honor... It'll be hilarious!
Just waiting....be nice to people! Not by protecting them by killing them for killing others.... This is epic!
Wednesday, 18 September 2013
Colours disapearing!
It's getting darker and darker when i think about it...
Can i ask for forgiveness?
How come this far i got?
Suddenly i'm on the roads, leaving everything to the imagination to observe, and think instead of me!
And i saw that light coming my side, then it became two...
I thought it was the end of everything!
Where was i ?
I saw all my memories flashing in front of me....
While the tires were screaming On the road
Then, all paused!
Nothing moved
Something pulled me back...
Everything came back natural.... But no one behind me!
Is it normal?
Was i dreaming?
Or reality?!?
Is it my brain... Like mental disorder?!?
Nothing to think about...
Just questions with unanswered marks to think of.
What happened there?
It wasn't easy at all.
All i knew was i was shaking on that place i stood still like a statue.
I envy them...!
Why? Be cos they're well taken care of!
They have the perfect parents love.
Cos they can see the light when it's so dark with parents!
I envy them, cos they have a brother or a sister that haven't gave up for them
Cos they're still together
Cos they still know what love is!
You can laugh now on me.
I'm an idiot wherever i go!
Stoped talking long time ago, cos i know nothing important i have to say...
Is it an illusion?
Not it isn't... I'm fully awake.
I know that cos my father isn't like any other father... Pushes himself with his kids to know what they like or what not...
I know cos my father doesn't take me fishing or teaches it to me...
I know becos he followed the politics ruining everything!
I know cos my mother took both roles and got out the house working everyday, fron the morning till the night.
I know cos my sister left for narriage and almost forgot about us.
I know cos the closest people to me ran away, and the farest of them all got to be my friends or what last of friends sticking around...
I knkw they love me... But i know they left!
Be nice to people !I knew lately... That no one will stick by you... Not even your family...
Drama queen
Thanks for making me struggle now and then!
Thanks for not being there when i needed you the most
Thanks cos you're happy while I'm sad!
You may say I'm a drama queen...
I say no my queen!
I 'm only a normal person that can do nothing right in life!
I may say, if you'd let me...
that I'm even less than normal...
You may see I'm enjoying my life...but not every smile is a happiness and not every tear is a sadness!
Life, my brother, and sister, may just have began struggling me....
But i know that i can't take it
Cause, when the person meant to stand next to me is far, far away my friend.
Behind his daily life
Behind the selfish happiness that won't last! Behind every happy moment!
Why my friend you may ask?! I can't tell....
And why am i writing this text?!?! I may not have the answer my friend...
But what i know is that i can't take it anymore.... Having a none friendly friend...
People wearing demons face...
Or just being...people!
It's you!
you're the one that is the people!
think about it a bit:if you're thinking that people may talk about: you: your brain is " those people"!
it's your conscience disciplining you for something wrong you did!
it's you, the bad one, it's not always the people... don't blame them!
Tuesday, 17 September 2013
Souls...
Voices of angels...
Or it may take us in the flashes of the light coming out of the sun...
Some souls are gone to leave life for others... A lot die to let a lot live...
This is life!
Sometimes we can't fix things that destiny destroyed, life can go against us, we can't take back from death, someone , and we can't live in deatg, stuck in the past with him!
We cannot hide from destiny, but we have to keep on moving, life should continue...
It's not the end, it's just the begenning of the story...
Only a passenger
From the moment he comes out to life, he starts to move out, maybe only from place to place, or maybe from personality to another one...
He continues, through the ups and downs of the roller-coaster, bringing him down to his knees on the ground or up in the sky...
After love, he moves out to a new place, somewhere, parents call it: " he forgot us!"
Maybe after then he moves to a new home , cos his old one doesn't fit then anymore...
In the end, and after along journey, he quits it, and returns home, where were the oldest souls gone, to go stable in his "walk-through" life, he disappears... And his body vanish... Leaving after her only some aches in the grave-yard leaving only a memory in the black of the back if the head and maybe in a photo hidden in the boxes, not knowing what to do with them!
Parenting: doing it right!
or why you're not getting any further trying to know why they don't like you?
it's simple, just wait until you know: just listen to them for God's sake !
for once, hear what they have to say!
try to get closer to them, know what they like, what they dislike, like ice-cream or they like to go to the spa, or going to the movies, or maybe they like to chill with the friends, or just relax at the house... and of course avoid asking a lot of fucking questions.
try to talk with them about the problem:
just come to them and ask them what bothers them and if they'd nothing to say, just apologize to them and leave them to come down !
in the end, don't be bossy, just be a friend, a brother, or a life companion!
be nice to people, be cos one day they'll leave house and their own family, and will be too late to be a friend!
and i approve this message!
Monday, 16 September 2013
Reason of my existance:
do i make changes to the world?
Why was i made?
Am i the result of drunk mistakes
Or was i ment to exist in here...
Questions and a lot of them have been running in my head lately
I need some help ...
I can't ask
Or even when someone gives me the opportunity,
my tong get nailed and not even one word comes out from my mouth
I'll never be a proud
Nor to people nor to myself
Can i pardon myself for what i've done?
But i am asking for forgiveness
I made an inocent person cry!
Is it too hard?
To difficult?
How could i?
Why everything is getting more satanic
Or why is it getting black?
Is it a dark head and a pure heart or is it both of them are dark?
Saturday, 14 September 2013
happy ending
maybe it was written to be!
i learned to make a living not only a life!
to reach happiness
cos i reached "Ohanna" means family, Family means nobody gets forgotten or left behind!
and once someone said to me try everything
cos one day you'll die, and never to miss a thing
to live is not to only be
to live, to love, to laugh
to enjoy it when doing "IT".
to do when you can't do and what not to do...
to defeat the rules of the nature...
to kill the death
and berry the unbearable!
and finally respect people be cos they're only living the passing through life
A shame
I'll never be a proud
Nor to people nor to myself
Can i pardon myself for what i've done?
But i am asking for forgiveness
I made an inocent person cry!
It is too hard?
To difficult?
How could i?
Why everything is getting more diabolic
Or why is it getting black?
Is it a dark head and a pure heart
or is it both of them are dark?
Where am i going?
Am i gonna reach happiness?
Or that sun that i always talk about: will it shine again?
It's a shame for us! For humanity!
Am i supposed to see the salvation?
Be nice to people as long as you can! Someday you'll be like them!
Friday, 13 September 2013
Everything Clear!
Everything started to become clearer and clearer...
I found about myself that i was sometimes annoying,
Sometimes lovely,
A friend,
A good listener,
A lover,
Or a secret admirer,
Hoping the best to the best of the people
We've been in a lot of things today
And now i walk away
Alone
Without someone that i know
Is it ment to be?
Or just some ideas my brain is putting inside my head?!
Is it a dream or nightmare?!?
Am i in heaven and in hell in the same damn time?
Am i supposed to enjoy the moment or stay still waiting the light of the sun???
What's next? Wait until i'm kidnapped? Or fight and win?!?
Or simply start from zero to the next level?
A lot of questions, one answer:
Time!
It's enough to ruin and build what was raised by parents and old people that may or not exist!
Be nice to people as long as they're near... Someday the won't
And you'll know their importance to you... And yours to them!
The core of friendship
It's right when "THEY" say: you'll only know what you meant to them when you lose them...
Seriously! Last night i didn't have any idea about my precious to them like a diamond ring in the hand of a gorgeous woman! It'll simply enhace her...
Now i know i wasn't an inoying object that keeps on talking and talking....
Now i know they were interested in me
Or maybe even love me, not only as a friend... But more! As a secret lover!
Today i think of tomorrow
And see it shine cos i know know
Not everyone who smiled in front of you is your friend
And not everyone who used to make laugh at you is your enemy
Be nice to people as long as you got them...enjoy their bullshit as long as you can...and of corse : see their core, what's inside matters tge most not the outside!
Good to change...!
I don't know how...
But my life changed so fast without asking me...
I got back my old me,
And found my soul where it must be
I believe again
And finally i'm getting everyday older and growner...
I've changed my loving way and that killing routine in my life!
It's a proud...
And of course with no regreat at all!
Laughing and enjoying it...
Loving and ambitious about it
Living and unfolding it to the most...and killing it !
Seeing that sun everyday getting up in the sky
Giving us that beauty hope in the inside.... That deap black inside!
Cops in series in lebanon...
The best moment when you see police in lebanon in action....
You get that feeling right away:
Tears in your eyes and joy of things that happen Only in cinemas or television series... I get that moment when i'm gonna cry tears of joy!
So proud of lebanese acting
So proud :')
While you have the oportunity...
Once apon a time,
existance gave birth to a star
That star was a pure joy to the world
For the sky and the earth
That star fell from cloud 9
It was raised between hands of angels on earth and Gods in heaven...
And took apearance of a little girl
That star had alot to give
And a bit to take!
Until everything was taken from her!
Even her life
That star was playing a day and jumped over the road....
Lights took her eyes and flairs moved in millions in her eyes
Suddenly the moment stoped!
Everything freezed in place for Few seconds and started to move again in slow motion
Until the time came and took her...
Since that day screams and cries heared in that place behind the ocean...
Just listen to it....
That scream can be heared anywhere and anyplace... And in anyone!
When missing someone, or when a person passed, when a dispute is going between two beloved ones!
Be nice to people or you'll listen everyday to that symphony of drama... Today you can fix everything while you have the oportunity... Maybe tomorrow you won't!...
Thursday, 12 September 2013
Making the changes
Making the changes for the first time is way too hard!
i should have done wayy in the past
But didn't have the courage to do it...
I guess today is the doors of tomorrow
A little bit of pain is better that vain!
It for gain...
I need the gain!
It's a must that i change!
Or i'll lose a year of my life
Again...!
So long my friends... I'll be leaving...
So long i shall say my friends
Cos i'm leaving to build my future...
So long may i say
Or may it be a goodbye i'll be on the way...
To new world that i'll draw myself
It will be so difficult to walk away
Saying goodbye
And much pain in the deep if i don't
Life has made me a new rail
will guide me through the night of the hell
To my salvation to go
And days will come and go
Passing by us
Reminding us we're humans and a day we will leave ...
and the life will take a lot from us!
Disappearing in the shadows of a little kid with a big body
But a small heart, may i say...
Help me God in my walk
cos someday the cross will be a can't walk anymore
And so heavy to carry along the road.
Be nice to people, cos someday you'll loose them....! Apreciate them as long as you have them!
Want to loose weight?
If you ever think you want to lose weight?have you tried many ways...
A simple trick to you, and here it is:
Just a trick, don't eatanything 4hours before you go to bed.
It makes a huuuuuugggge difference!!!
A perfect date...
Today i'm here to talk about meetings...
When you are with someone for the first time,
just ask them about what they like to do,
rather that what they do,
it'll get them excited and spark conversation pulling them to like you...
But after all... It'll depend too on your attitude next to them...
Try to make them laugh.
Or maybe make them enchanted by your presence!
Try to seduct them with asking them always to start the conversations and always make the GIRLS TALK! Ask about everything that love in their next date: where they want it to be... Or what food would they rather to eat.
Is it skating or bowling? Is it vegetables or fruits? Salads or meat?
After all... Act nice to people!
Wednesday, 11 September 2013
Haunt us!
Once, someone said: " you will never know the true value of the moment until it becomes a memory!"
Is it that the fact that you know this moment will not return?
Or that joy you felt that moment?
Or is it the "if you love them release them, free, free to be themself even with another person" thing!
Is it a girl or a boy, a family or a stranger, a second or a life that is lost back in time...
Even if it's fone just a second ago...
It's already in the past!
And saved, maybe in our memories or in a photo, for making that peeking little smile go out from the darkest place in our body to appear on our faces...!
It true i might be a kid, an adolescent but every person has a, or many problems that been through: lost of a person, maybe a parent, maybe lost of anything important... That can ruin us for a while.... Or maybe haunt us for our entire life!
Tuesday, 10 September 2013
Sound of the silence
Maybe some demons and devils...
Maybe it can freeze time around!
Or may i ask if it brings back the night the the day
And memories burried in the deepest place on earth...
Clocks may get back in time to the past...
And the future becomes the past...
And the past becomes the present
By then the present stops.!
Ups and downs can be the disorder of the mind!
But after all... God will keep next to us!
And his angels will stick next to us guiding us.
And will help us through other people around us
Writing our new ways of living
Not leaving our side or leaving us thinking: "what would be next, or where to go?!?! What is my way to go?"
BE NICE TO PEOPLE...and to the next.8-)
Takes but gives
But i know and remember that he has some new plans for me...
Angels , on Heavens doors can't stand still
seeing people battle and wrestle with demons...
They join in...:)
Making you appreciate life again...after every fall
Even if you're young, or maybe old
You can't go back in time... And can't get young again... But know that today and tomorrow are a full surprise... They may contain sad moment that can make you stop on a point of the time...
Or can give you a gift to enjoy everyday of your miserable life and remember that at this point of the time, someone special gave me that THING and i still keep it until today!
BE NICE TO PEOPLE... AND TO THE NEXT LESSON 8-)
I've never been here
I can't stand anymore in here
I've been standing all night long
I went driving between the stars
I've got lost looking for the way back
Oh my God i'm scared in here alone
I thought i can handle the problems alone
But i can't expect anything anymore
Standing alone in the dark
Sun is almost up in the sky...
I went dreaming while i'm awake in the night
Surfing my mind
To find myself....
To find my soul...
Becoming so cold out here
I've never been here...!
Hey internet...!
so here we go with my second short movie:
Monday, 9 September 2013
Soul wanted...
Going to somewhere were the limits are the skies and the infinity...
Somewhere behind the world
Behind the truth and the lies
Behind the days and the nights
And certainly behind the crouds
And where the people doesn't rule
A place that have no LIMITS
Yelling at the beautiness to come out the headious people
Life is roller-coaster
That can bring you up in the no where
Or down to hell's doors
Someplace, unknown...
A place that ruins your soul to beat up
Creating a monster
Or a pure angel...
A place to be or maybe,
Not to be...
Let go and play with the demons...and the angels!
can't take the silence cos it can bring demons back...
And all the whispers with them...
Sounds and gunshot With the war of the brain
Between the good and the bad....
So let everything go and go singing with the devils
And playing with the angels Listening to goddess music
Cos everything come slow and goes so fast
Life is burning...
Light goes low
And love blows again...
So let everything go...
Everything comes and goes naturally...
Some photos
those photos were taken at MENJEZ Lebanon, or almost all of them....
those photos were taken by me...they mean a lot to me...and especially they carry happy memories with them through the time...!
some of them can be from some malls or just in the churches...on the beach or somewhere in the mountains...and probably in my hometown...a place to be...and need to be visited...it's where the gods existed, and where the previous generations of Romans and Egyptians and turquish and a lot others existed and conquered the areas building tours and castles that remains until today...
